escatly what the title says... sorry if i misspell something im too tired and cant concentrate

yeah the last journal said m never gonna date.....i couldnt help it but we arent going out. I like him he likes me but we arent going out. Confusing right? He has brown hair (dyed it blonde for swimming T_T) and his eyes change from grey, blue, light blue/green, greyish blue and gree, and light light brown. Oh, also dilocated my leg in football and this monday it popped out on the stairs when i was heading to class and i had to go home ^^ i joined swimming (not a football lover anymore ^^) and now its over and the boy i liked is on the team, so sad its over though. *siiiigh* im gonna miss coach sherman, kaite, and lya. they were really nica and cool and i got a hug from sherman but only because i was crying cuz i thought i was doing bad on my swimming and i always can get hugs from katie and lya. the really weird part is, if i never dislocated my leg then i would have never meet hide-kun(not his real name but i dont use his real name because i dont want to!!!! XP) because i use to be in group c and it had all different classes and it had gym for one of them so i had to make an excuse when i was switching my classes so i wrote down i dislocated my leg and cant do gym so i got into ash's and hides class ^///^ then hide told me hes in swimming and i went to his first meet and when i would show up i would stay at the gate waiting for him (the gate is the thing that seperates the pool deck and stands) and when he showed near the gates i swear he would stay with me and flirt so much i would kept smiling for the intire day and i remember he won like 4 or 3 things. Oh , states tomorrow and i want to with luck to my team mates ^^ and if my latni, meg, and misty chan made it good luck too you guys too!!! mostly hide~kun >///< OMG!!! THAT REMINDS ME!!!! JACOB STILL LIKES ME!!! HE CANNOT GET OVER ME!!! IM SCARED!!!! O^O..... Im texting my vegetarian and she is being random and does NOT like the boy i like, she hates his guts. I know hates a strong word but seriously, when you put them in a room together they'll rip each other to shreds. Gawsh i hope one day they can be nice to eachother like the first day of school when we all first meet (except me and ashley because we meet in 7th grade). it kind of reminds me of chantz (dez's bf) and me. We're friends but we hate each other in a way. He constatly hits me, makes fun of me, and laughs at me so to get back at him i draw him in dresses and hurt him too and also make fun of him on how he sometimes looks like a girl XDDD HEAR THAT CHANTZ TURNER!!!! EAT MY DUST >XO !!! yup, but we're friends and death do us part, trust me we're close that part. UGH!!! and that brings me to elsbeth!!!! ANNOYING!!! i love her art and shes so good but a girl who constantly tugs your hair, ties your braids, makes fun of you, yells in your ears, jumps on you, follows you, and acts like a little kid makes me want to really hurt her!!!! SHEESH!!! hope she either she learns to grow up or next year we dont hang out as much. high school is sooooooooo ackward, i have a ton of new and same friends but i love to be by myself or hide. when im alone with hide-kun i cant stop smiling and my face cramps up from it or it feels like my face is red and i always wanna puch myself!!! i have never had a bf so i cant stand it!!! GRAWR!!! evil emotions. GRAWR ASH WHY THAT QUESTION!!! she asked do you like anyone besides that rapist (hide-kun) and i had to answer, yes i do. I like jameson and Hitori (changed name for zumi reasons) Jameson is a boy with brown hair, glasses (looks soooooo CUTE with out them >///< ) and brown eyes. hitori has blue or brown eyes, dirty blonde hair and plays 3 or 4 instruments wow! And i like a lot of other boys but some are seniors and older then me so i dont mention them because theres no way in the world id have a chance with ANY of them . my brother and sister went for the talent show and didnt get first T_T the first place prize was $500!!! Nezumi wanted to get a passport with 100 and get some one shoes with the other couple and keep the rest. oh well ^^. its now 11:46 pm and i cant keep my eyes open but i dont want to sleep -_- GROWL!!!! oh, i dyed half my hair purple and the other half yellow/gold and thats our schools colors!!! XDDD but i wanted it like this in the begining of the year before i even relized it was the school colors so shuush it!!! (ew i puked a little and it tasted horiblle and burnt the back of my throut DX ) random....i am taking care of my nefew for a year or so, in the beginging i was like HECK YEAH!!! I WANT A LITTLE BROTHER LIKE THING!!! but then for the first week i was like when is he going back? I dont like him! he listens to the worst songs! hogs the tv and the computer at the same time!!! only watches sports when i want to watch teen titans or something! and makes up lame excuses to not go to school!!! like sunday, he was fine the intire day and then at night i hear him cough 4 times then on moday morning i dislocate my leg so i got sent home and i wait in the car for him and my mom and my mom comes back in the car and says he said hes sick and refuses to go to school!!! here, we declare sick as you cant get up, your dizzy, puking everywhere, really really pale and weak, have trouble seeing things, cant think straight, and cant make out that people are saying. and you have to have 6 of the 7 of the less, if you only have 5 or under your still eligable to go to school. Yes im strict with these things so dont complain when you stay at my house and have a cold you are going to school!!! Grrr.... i cant wait till he leaves. OMG!! I FORGOT TO SAY!!! i have a new phone!!!! no more of those stupid tracphones!!! those things are evil and my camera died on it . i killed it but i love my new phone and im going to upload the lonely island on it! i already have paramore, and msi on it and even anime pictures! X3 WOW!!!! 12:22 AM!!!!

wow...i had a lot on my mind!!!! oh! i miss my QOMC girlz!!!! I love you guys!!! BYE >:^D